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Friday, May 8, 2015

Ahh Goo...were the words...

This post is dedicated to my new bff..my son..who is about to turn 6 months!! Am so excited...recently I celebrated my 31st birthday..but was least excited about it..maybe..still haven't got used to 30's :-/ But!! am so excited about my son's half-yearly birthday :D For me its a major milestone!! Alright, let me introduce myself, I am a first time mommy!! Still basking fresh in the glory of motherhood, still learning, making mistakes, trying different stuff for my son..which ever works best for him...have mastered the art of changing diapers and cut my baby's nails with trembling hands while he is asleep. Also..i can almost successfully predict if my little luv is hungry or sleepy, if he is cold or he is hot or there are poopy or peepee issues and many, many more.. I have developed my senses too, including the sixth sense :D
Wow!! never thought life can change so drastically for this free spirited, freedom seeker, angry-young-woman, super independent, globe trotter, i-take-no-crap, maverick girl!!
And out of all those people out there, this tiny little cute munchkin tamed this tigress!! ha! this little bundle has mellowed me hands down..wowwwiee..he is so CUTE!!! OMG! is he mine?? 

I am a Mommy now!! 



And I don't regret a tiny bit of it!

You know guys, my thoughts were not the same before..I was not even sure if I wanted a baby and if I would be able to go through the trauma of being pregnant, hospitalize, injections, pain, operations, visitors, caring for the baby, waking day n night, no schedule what so ever..etc etc..I was scared of lot of things..what if the baby is always crying!! what will i do...i know nothing about babies..i just don't know how this baby-mother thing works..i have my own life..no..no..no..no babies..!!!
Well..here comes the scholar out of me!! I started researching on babies n motherhood...lol..downloaded couple of apps on my phone..I read whatever I could..took advise of whoever I could..and prepared myself mentally..ofcoz my husband was with me in this throughout..
I had the smoothest pregnancy..hospitalization was not bad..excluding the labor pains :( here comes this little guy..who turned my world upside down..I fell in love with him at the first sight..!!! True..eternal.selfless love....and here our love story begins !!
He has been an awesome baby and the first words that ever came out of his mouth were....'aah goo!!!'

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